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WRITING TESTIMONY
1 Corinthians 9:16 – For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing
to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not
the gospel! – King James Version.
Writing interpretation – If I were
volunteering my services of my own free will, I’m sure the Lord would be
pleased, but God has picked me out and given me this sacred trust and I have no
choice but to serve Him with my writi
If we accept the premise that there is a
difference, then how do we know which is which? For a Christian writer the starting point is always prayer. If we pray, "I want to write for you,
Lord, is it ok?" or any similar utterance, we are holding out an offering,
pure and simple. It will undoubtedly be
accepted and will be pleasing to God, but will clearly be a gift from us.
Determining if we have been called to
write is much harder. It still has to
start with prayer, but we can't dictate terms to God. We must start with something along the lines
of "Show me what you would have me do, Lord." An open-ended question, then we must prepare
our hearts and mind to receive the answer.
No easy task. Learning to hear when God communicates with
us has always been the most difficult task for a Christian. It's even harder than coming to a point of
belief. For one thing, we have to assure
ourselves that we are receiving an answer from God and not just rationalizing
what we ourselves want to do. If we are,
that's right, we're back to making an offering.
In the Old Testament claiming to hear
from God and being wrong was being a "false Prophet," and was
punishable by death. It's still serious
business. We HAVE to be sure God has in
some way communicated with us, and there is a way. That's because God wants us to be sure. In order to accomplish it, He corroborates
the contact when He reaches out to us. Relying on a single source of contact can lead to delusion of the
spirit, or rationalization as I mentioned earlier. But when we open ourselves to receive the
answer, God will provide enough corroboration to set us at ease. Of course we must not be impatient, for such
communication happens in His time, not ours.
What are the sources of
corroboration? Henry T. Blackaby and
Claude V. King said in their book, "Experiencing God," that He uses
(1) prayer, (2) study of the Word, (3) circumstances, and (4) the church to reveal
Himself to us. And a true communication
will not use just one of these.
I was conflicted with exactly this
timeless writing question. I prayed that
God would tell me what to do. No
strings, no "is this what you want?" Just asked Him to reveal His will. The mail came shortly after that and I got a brochure from a weeklong
writing conference in
No matter. It cost too much to go, I couldn't do
it. Then my wife came home and I told
her about it. She got a funny look on
her face. An audit at work had produced
a payment for some unreimbursed overtime. She had a check neither of us had expected or counted on for the
exact amount needed to go to the conference. Coincidence, or circumstances?
The pastor gave a sermon on special gifts
(church), and the subject started popping up in Sunday school and our Bible
reading. A half dozen other things I
won't go into occurred. Finally I said,
"I get it, Lord, I'm going."
At Glorietta they knew how to lead the
way through the next logical step in the process. We were taken through an exercise designed to
help us identify our special gifts. Not
surprisingly, mine were encouragement and writing (as a derivation of a couple
of classic gifts). Corroboration, but
still did not distinguish between an offering and being called.
They were prepared for that, too. I've been to a number of writing seminars,
courses and conferences, but not a Christian conference. Prayer, consulting the Bible, and interface
with people of faith all played as strong a role as the actual discussion and
study of the craft of writing. I knew by
now that I would use my words for God as best as I could, but did not know on
whose initiative I was to do it. To be
truthful I rather hoped it was on my own initiative, far less responsibility
and pressure.
It didn't work out that way. God used all of the sources during the week
to convict me and convince me that the call was sincere. But I was only a fiction writer, and was not
qualified to do it. Then I learned the
next big difference between the two. If
it was an offering, then it would be made out of my own skill and ability. If God was assigning me the task, He would
see that my ability, skill and even character was molded to fit the
requirements. My wife and I were
immediately led to a small church with a very strong teaching ministry, and
gently nudged into a larger role there. Every time I stalled out in my writing, a sermon, Sunday school, Bible
study or the like would provide EXACTLY what I needed, and I would be underway
again.
Then came doubt. It wasn't going as fast as it should. If God wanted this, shouldn't it be happening
faster? Bigger? Surely I had misunderstood the call. No, all things in God's time. Look at how long it took Him to prepare Moses
and Abraham, all the figures of the Bible before He used them. Who did I think I was? I realized patience was all-important if it
was a call and not an offering.
Then the publisher on my upcoming
inspirational fiction gave me a call. The market was bad, the only people selling were name authors. The book was not going to be printed. I got depressed, of course. Then two hours later he called me back. A distributor had placed a nice order for
it. The book would be out in a month,
and the audio version would be rushed into production because they wanted that
too. God had clearly shown me that I
could not get it done . . . but that He could. Obviously staying the course was the final step, keeping my mind open
for inspiration or communication, and write, write, write.
A cookie-cutter recipe for success as a
Christian writer? No, I'm certainly not
qualified to offer that, but I do think it is a good example of the proper
process. Let me be clear, however, that
there is nothing wrong with writing of our own accord strictly as a gift or
offering. It will be joyously received.
It's just important that we know which it
is, for they have to be approached differently. As I said, an offering comes out of our own abilities. If we are being directed by the Spirit, we
are totally dependent on Him, and therein lies our power. Whichever of the two paths we follow, we pray
God will guide and direct our efforts.
Thus
speaketh the LORD God of
Jerimiah 30:2
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